May 2012
24 posts
Yeah. I'm gonna be that girl tonight. No fucks...
…why not my ass.
I can tell this kid want the cooter.
But he ain’t even walk me to my door. Tsk tsk. Gave me a real reason to say no. :D
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Currently.
I’m so single.
I’m not so single because I has a consistent person to chill with.
I’ve been consistently watching sappy movies.
I want a boyfriend
I still want to be in love.
Im scared I’m gonna be the person who gets the ugly birth control side effects.
Gain 80 pounds.
Get hairier.
Cramps don’t go away.
I’ll just be all less fertile.
Boooooo
My life...
I have to stop with you.
I’m too comfortable. I have to stop everything.
I don’t want to, but it definitely looks like I need to.
The way you make me feel is absurd. I don’t even really feel a way. I know it’s all an illusion.
I need to stop.
And I need my fucking journal!!!
Watching Good Hair
I’m not a weave wearer so I let ol boy pull my hair I don’t care! I couldn’t imagine how it feels to like make him not touch your hair.
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initially i called you daddy
because i didnt want to say the wrong thing. but now…baybeh!
“It does not matter how slow you go so long as you do not stop.”
– (via victo-willy)
I want to have a nice candid gay conversation.
i can teach you guys how to win an argument the...
beautyhascome:
you must be very loud and repetitive
there are 3 vital words, that are all you really need
okay
and
so
anything the other person says to you, just yell one of the words over and over to them
“but Kam this is my seat”
AND?
“I’ve been sitting here since the first day of school Kameelah”
AND??
My lower body is sore. I didnt have sex. I must be sick.
I'm still real.
I wanted him to come over.
I realized I didn’t really miss him. Just missed having him over. He’s the only real company I ever have. Daseh!
I’m still real.
This whole post is gay.
I want a boyfriend. I want to be in love. Like really love someone. Tell them I love you and all that gay shit. Hug them and say I love you. Fuck them, no make love and say I love you while doing it. Well, I don’t think I really know what making love is. I just wanna keep fucking and instead of saying yes daddy I love your dick. I just wanna say I love you. And have him say it back and tell...
I need to go see a therapist. I don't know when I...
Say it by neyo came on pandora.
He asks me what I like and stuff but he’s good at what he does so I don’t necessarily say any extra.
I’m lowkey kinda mad he popped in my head when the song came on. He be looking me in my eyes and stuff but I always look away unless I’m almost there. Sigh. Let me pull out my journal.
April 2012
28 posts
Let me show you how yo pussy works.
clandestinedisaster:
Bet you didn’t know that is could squirt.
I don't wanna have sex anymore.
It was fun and stuff. It feels good but what am I getting from it. Nothing.
Maybe I’m saying all of this because my cycle is on its way and I get all in my feelings when it does but i can’t help but to feel this way.
I need to find myself.
i keep feeling like i want someone
but i dont need anyone. i keep finding myself wanting to cuddle and talk about how i feel.
I like the smell of sex. Well his smell of sex.
I'm a simple girl.
And I’m helpful.
With a side of petty.
honestly i stop and think about why i want you.
i was in the gym today and while im working that elliptical all i can really do is think.
i could think about how im a fuck up but i just accept and try to move on.
so i thought about you. sir you make me want to write a poem.
its crazy. i havent wrote a poem in so long. i used to write poems because i was sad and heartbroken. but i just feel indifferent about you. like youre there. you still...
I don't know if I necessarily want a man.
What is true though is that I want someone to talk to.
I’m really good for talking in circles. I want someone I can lay up with after we finish studying and stuff. I will just complain, praise and just talk about mostly nothing. He will listen and just hold me even though he could be dining something better.
That’s the thing. I know he could be doing something better but he will...
Tumblr Texting Buddy Application.
Name:
Where you are from:
Timezone:
Age:
When I Can Text You:
How Fast You Respond:
Anything Else:
Favorite kind of music:
*If accepted, I'll ask for your number*
DO IT, LETS BE BEST FRIENDS (:
and then i still think about this sir.
i try to be all cuddled up and think about anything else but him. but i still do.
it seems so simple to try replace my feelings by cuddling up and stuff. and that is so basic.
im going to watch love movies and just be sappy.
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So I'm going to Gorilla Thrilla next week......
fromtheheadofmo:
It’ll be my first juice party and I have no idea what to wear, HELP !!!!!!!! What’s the normal attire for frat parties ???
do not get cute. just be comfortable. no heels no makeup. no club attire!
as a man you can easily tell if im interested in...
i never curse with/or around a man im interested in.
im gonna try something new. i dont know when though but i will.
im still in my feelings. i really dont know how to...
im gonna use bullets because none of this will flow
like i wish he could stop being awesome
i aint shit.
today he started laughing and i was like he laughs so ugly.
im seriously dying to find a reason to anti like him
then i have these imaginary moments that will never happen because i dont uber talk to him
they be live though but i need to realize i dont know what hes gonna say.
he...
Alright.
I know I take a lot of pictures. Shrug
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a post from february... "maybe im shallow."
jigglebots:
but the wrong boys like me. i try to give them a chance but it never woks out.
so if im giving them a chance am i really shallow?
whatever. the young men that i would really give my all to dont like me like that.
sigh. maybe they dont need to like me. might not measure up to what i’ve made them in my head.
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The concept of colored condoms seems absurd to me....
I believe I’ve only used the beige-y color and black. So to me red, pink, green, blue etc scream infection.
I almost had a panic attack.
Why did he touch me! Oh gosh I just told ol boy in so many words in feeling him and I barely wanted to say hi after class. I was gonna just look at him and smile and continue my convo with my friend. And he touches me. I just know I made the ugliest sadface. I’m too extra for all this foolery. Hmmph.
Confession.
Im scared I’m going to age horribly. What if I look like my mom but age like my barely Black dad.